A huge fan of Kid Cudi died of a disease he had been suffering shortly after posting his story and love for the rapper on YouTube through a series of videos.

The videos, where 18-year-old Ben Breedlove said his story through some handwritten notes, touched the heart of Kid Cudi. The teenager died on Christmas day of a heart attack. According to sources, he has suffered from hypertrophic cardiomyopathy.

In the two-part videos, he also describe his near-death experiences (NDE) in which he had a dream of hanging out with the rapper, Kid Cudi.

Breedlove wrote in his video that Kid Cudi brought him to a glass desk in one of his dreams and put his hands on his shoulder. He continued, “Right then my favorite song of his came on, ‘Mr. Rager.” The part  where it said, “When will the Fantasy end…When will the heaven begin?”

He said that Kid Cudi told him to “Go” then when he immediately woke up. “I didn’t want to leave that place. I wish I never woke up.”

The video made it to Kid Cudi’s attention and he posted on his Tumblr blog the following,

“I watched the video he left for the world to see, and him seeing me in detail, in his vision really warmed my heart. I broke down, I am to tears because I hate how life is so unfair. This has really touched my heart in a way I cant describe, this is why I do what I do. Why I write my life, and why I love you all so much.

“Life is really f—ed up sometimes, but I know Ben is at Peace, and I hope he gets a chance to sit and talk with my Dad. We love you Ben. Forever. Thank you for loving me. To Ben’s family, you raised a real hero, he’s definitely mine. You have my love,” the 27-year-old rapper wrote before signing off with his real name, Scott Mescudi.

I personally feel very sorry for him. It shows how someone with music can effect young people’s mind.

Watch the videos he posted before his death below:

Spotted @ The Root.