Now after seeing this video, and hearing all the views on how people thought this song was about suicide, I somewhat believe it is, but also mixed with a little revenge. It seems like Rihanna is making a strong comeback, but to me seems like she is a little off her rocker, if ya know what i mean.

Only after she had a revelation about her duty to her fans did Rihanna realize that she had to speak out about how she was a victim of ex-boyfriend Chris Brown’s domestic abuse. And now? Now she’s almost ashamed of herself for having gotten into a relationship with him in the first place.

“I fell in love with this person,” she tells Diane Sawyer in an interview that aired on Good Morning America Thursday. “That’s embarrassing.” The singer, 21, also hinted that it may have taken “eight or nine attempts” before she could finally leave the relationship.

“It’s pretty easy to go back,” she says, affirming Sawyer’s statement that the average woman makes seven attempts to leave an abusive partner. “You start lying to yourself. The physical wounds go away. You want this thing to go away. This is a memory you don’t want to ever have again.”

Now a reconciliation is all but impossible –

a judge has ordered Brown, 20, not to contact Rihanna (real name: Robin Fenty) for five years as part of his sentence. Rihanna says she was further humiliated by the public nature of the incident, which included a leaked photo of her battered face.

“I was like, here goes my little bit of privacy,” she says.

But she had an epiphany about how her actions after the assault would affect thousands of impressionable girls.

“When I realized that my selfish decision for love could result in some young girl getting killed, I could not be easy with that part,” she says. “I couldn’t be responsible for that. Even if Chris never hit me again, who’s to say their boyfriend won’t? Who’s to say they won’t kill these girls? I didn’t realize how much of an impact I had on these girls’ lives until that happened.”

 EURweb.com In addition to her sit down with Diane Sawyer this week, Rihanna also opens up in the new Glamour magazine about the leak of the infamous police evidence photo showing her face battered and bruised by then-boyfriend Chris Brown.

“It was humiliating; that is not a photo you would show to anybody,” she told the publication. “I felt completely taken advantage of. I felt like people were making it into a fun topic on the internet, and it’

s my life. I was disappointed, especially when I found out the photo was (supposedly leaked by) two women.”

Two female LAPD officers were suspended in September after the photo was published on gossip site TMZ.com shortly after the assault. Rihanna admits she was not ready for the immediate onslaught of media attention that would follow.

“It has taught me so much. I felt like I went to sleep as Rihanna and woke up as Britney Spears. That was the level of media chaos that happened the next day,” she said. “It was like, What, there are helicopters circling my house? There are 100 people in my cul-de-sac? What do you mean, I can’t go back home?”

Rihanna hopes that her ordeal with teen domestic violence can help shed light on the issue.

“Domestic violence is a big secret. No kid goes around and lets people know their parents fight. Teenage girls can’t tell their parents that their boyfriend beat them up. You don’t dare let your neighbor know that you fight,” she tells Glamour. “It’s one of the things we (women) will hide, because it’s embarrassing. My story was broadcast all over the world for people to see, and they have followed every step of my recovery.

“The positive thing that has come out of my situation is that people can learn from that. I want to give as much insight as I can to young women, because I feel like I represent a voice that really isn’t heard. Now I can help speak for those women.”

In an interview with Diana Sawyer to be aired on ABC’s “Good Morning America” Thursday and Friday, Rihanna admits that Brown was “definitely my first big love.”

“This happened to me … it can happen to anyone,” she told Sawyer according to a statement from ABC.

Rihanna is currently promoting her fourth studio album “Rated R,” due Nov. 23 via Def Jam Records.

BeBe Winans wife is pisssed! So after Oprah basically blackballs Chris Brown for beating up Rhianna, she goes and decides to have gospel artist BeBe Winans, who has a domestic violence charge pending on him now, on her show.

What kind of foolishness is that? Our friends over at eurweb.cpm are reporting that Winans ex-wife she is very hurt that Oprah would make the decision to have BeBe Winans on the show.

The crazy thing is, BeBe Winans was arrested in February, the day right before Oprah had aired her domestic violence special as her response to the Chris Brown and Rhianna incident. And not only is BeBe going to be on the show, he is the host of “Oprah’s Karaoke Challenge,” which is a nationwide competition to find the best karaoke singer.

In my opinion Oprah is being a little contradictive. If she is going to allow BeBe on the show, then why not Chris Brown? What do ya’ll think?

O I forgot to tell yall her new album is coming out Nov 23 , 2009 go buy it … 

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I have to say RiRi is doing her best to make Chris miss her goodies. Me giving my opinion she knows the best way to get back at a man is to let him see what he is missing….   Boy O Boy don’t she got them goodies …  

Everything that we wanted to know about the Rihanna Chris Brown Fight was released today… The night of the big fight Rihanna told the officer she got into an argument with Chris Brown over something that had occurred at an event they were at earlier in the evening.

“The victim said she became enraged and slammed both of her fists against the dashboard on the passenger side of the car they were in. She reported that the defendant then pulled the vehicle over and reached over her with his right hand. He opened the car door and tried to force the victim out.”

According to the report, Brown was unable to shove Rihanna out of the car because she was wearing a seatbelt.

The report continues, “When he could not force her to exit, he took his right hand and shoved her head against the passenger window of the car. ”

“The victim then faced the defendant and he punched her in the left eye with his right hand. He then continued driving.”

“As he drove, he continued to punch the victim in the face with his right hand while steering the vehicle with his left hand.”

Rihanna told cops the “assault caused her mouth to fill with blood and blood to splatter over her clothing and the inside of the car.”

Rihanna told cops after Brown “stopped his first assault .. she looked in the mirror and saw her eye beginning to swell.

[Brown] looked at [Rihanna] and said ‘I’m going to beat the shit out of you when we get home! You wait and see!’”

Rihanna told police she tried to call her personal assistant, but she didn’t pick up — but Rihanna says she “pretended to talk, saying, ‘I’m on my way home. Make sure the cops are there when I get there.’”

Rihanna says she pulled the act “because she did not want to get beat anymore.”

But after Rihanna’s fake phone conversation, she claims Brown “looked at [Rihanna] and said, “You just did the stupidest thing ever! Now I’m really going to kill you!”

Rihanna told cops that Brown unleashed a second wave of punches, “during which time [Rihanna] interlocked her fingers behind her head and brought her elbows forward to protect her face.” He continued to punch her on her left arm, which caused a contusion on her left tricep.

At that point Rihanna tried texting her assistant. Brown threw the phone out of the car, stopped the vehicle and Rihanna then tried opening her door to get out, but Brown sped off and the door shut with Rihanna inside.

Brown placed Rihanna in a headlock while he drove, then bit her on her left ear. The car eventually stopped and Rihanna took the keys out of the ignition, and Brown began to punch her again in the face and arms. He placed her in a headlock and started applying pressure to her carotid artery. She couldn’t breathe and began to lose consciousness. She tried freeing herself, and Brown bit her left ring and middle fingers and then released her.

Rihanna took off her shoe and tried breaking the passenger window, and he continued to punch her.

Eventually, Brown got out of the car. Rihanna opened the door and continued screaming. Brown began punching her again. He got back in the car and screamed “Where are my f***ing keys?” He got out, looked for the keys in vain, and when he could not find them removed several CDs and walked away.

Officers were called and observed numerous contusions and abrasions to Rihanna’s face and forehead, as well as bruising on her left arm. There were other injuries as well.

Investigators determined Brown was wearing a large ring on his right hand which caused several of Rihanna’s injuries.
Source /TMZ

Chris Brown is back in the news after pulling out of The Larry King Show, for an exclusive interview. This would have been Brown’s first televised interview since the attack last February, but a close source reports that he may appear on the show later this week. It was not reported why he pulled out of the interview. After doing my research I found out that it had something to do with the delay of his court-case…

NecoleBitchie.com is reporting :

Chris Brown was spotted walking out of court  and he seemed to have picked up some sort of “grown man” steez. I guess it’s easy to walk with a little more confidence when you know you won’t be walking out of the courthouse in handcuffs. He was supposed to be formally sentenced today for the Rihanna assault, however the judge delayed the sentencing until August 27th. Apparently, the judge wants him to do hard labor for his community service but the state of Virginia has not arranged what type of work he would be doing yet. Earlier today, Hollyscoop reported that Chris would not be a guest on Larry King Live tonight but would possibly do the show later this week, however things may change since the sentencing has been delayed.

In other strange news, Star Magazine claims to have spoken to Rihanna’s mother who is devastated that she’s still in love with Chris:

I’m devastated, but what can I do? We love her but can’t stand to see her play Russian roulette with her life. Chris has a bizarre power over her. She still loves him and he knows it. In her eyes, he’s a god. Even after what he did, it’s not diminished

 

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Chris might be going to jail soon. Bossip.com reported that he and his Boo RiRi has been getting it on in different hotel rooms…. I have to say, when you are really in love you can’t just stop loving someone. If this happen to you, I don’t think most people would have the strength to just leave the person you are in love with especially at that age… This is what they said:

We have learned that Rihanna and Chris Brown checked into different rooms at NYC’s Trump International Hotel & Tower on Friday. The dysfunctional couple were seen using decoy vehicles to creep around in the city to prevent detection of paparazzi and the media.

The judge on the Chris Brown case ordered the punk to fall back and keep 50 feet away from Rihanna. Even with Rihanna’s consent, if he breaks this order, Chris Brown can end up in prison.

How long until Rihanna receives another beat down? If she gets beat to the white meat again, like she was a 9/11 terrorist in Guantanamo Bay, we think she may deserve it this time for stupidly creepin’ back with Chris.