Chris Brown penned a cryptic emotional letter to his fans  on Instagram yesterday that highlights what celebrities deal with everyday.  He said things like

No one knows what I deal with on a day to day. The average man wouldn’t hesitate to blow his fucking brains out

In addition to that, Brown is stuck in the Philippines because of a contractual dispute with a promoter.  Get all the details inside.

In his emotional post on Instagram, Chris aired out all his feelings about what’s going on with his life:

When u tired of the fucking devil ruining your life and u hear God speak for the first time. No one knows what I deal with on a day to day. The average man wouldn’t hesitate to blow his fucking brains out but that’s the cowards way out… Most won’t understand the genius and beauty in change and learning and the people who have devilish intentions will win in the short term. My soul will always be pure of heart. What’s on the surface always looks like one big party but inside there is a little boy looking for help and guidance. People say “be a man”. Yeah, that’s right but it doesn’t take away any pain you really go through. I just wanna stay out the way and do music. Most importantly and great father. I don’t have any more patience for anything that will cause me to self destruct!!

From CNN:

The Philippine Department of Justice said that an order had been issued Tuesday night to stop any attempts by Brown, 26, to leave the country.

Brown performed a concert that evening as planned, but the order was put in place to compel him to pay back money that promoters said was owed to them after he failed to appear for a previous appearance scheduled for last New Year’s Eve.

That concert was supposed to take place at the Philippine Arena in Bulacan, north of Manila.